Quite some time since i came to this void blog... haha.. dun feel like coming at times..remind myself of the bad times. After break-up comes a few phases, i discover.
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1. Baffled phase:
Don't understand why you broke.
Seeks for a closure, or a further understanding.
Needs a talk, or simply to satisfy some unceased longing for the other party.
Life goes topsy-turvy
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2. Resolved phase:
Decides and is able to let go. (perhaps with the help of friends=)
Not as affected by the other party's prescence anymore.
Other party may still linger in ur thoughts, but its significantly more manageable.
Life gradually picks up, apparently.
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Occasional relapses may happen. Friends, just render more support in times like this...
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3. Reminiscing Phase:
Probably after some time u will start to look back and reflect.
Once again u'll think of ur actions and his/ her reactions
If love still lives on, perhaps u will give urself another chance, and court her all over again with renewed passion.
Otherwise, just take it as a life experience, and a lesson. A really important one.
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Haha..these are just some of my thoughts. Now at stage 3..decided to push my luck. Sometimes i really wish to let her know i still love her..more affirmed than ever.
But at the same time i seriously dont want to put her in a dilemma.
Wish her happiness, every1 can sae. maybe im not matured enough or what, but
HOW ISSIT POSSIBLE TO ATTAIN 100% OF THIS?
it's either u dun rly love her anymore, and give up, otherwise there'll definitely be some parts of him/ her living in u, that makes u crave to be the one to give her that kinda happiness, right?
i'm not sure. probably i'll learn more down the road. =
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These few days keep hanging out with Charisse..both of us getting pissed at people saying we're a couple.
Yea..we watch movies together, do work together, sms...
but we both noe there's no such feelings in between, and that make all the difference, right?
hai...
suay suay saw a whole lot of JV ppl, course mates and cadets, and they made such a big fuss of me and charisse, i think alerted the entire KFC...
chao embarassing...
saw sum RVians too...there's a PA guy..so i'm waiting for Angela to ask me about this..
i will not flare up, i try...
posted @ 10:21 pm
