ARGH!!!
ARGH!!!
ARGH!!!
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quite long since i even came..
I WANNA SHOUT!!!
prelims is like so..stressing..
how am i to concentrate??
seriously wad's the point?!
studysohardgetintogoodjcthengetagoodjobearnlotsamoney
where's happiness?
i see a 'h'..ya..'a' also..
arh! 'p' dun have...
SERIOUSLY I DON'T SEE A POINT IN STUDYING!!!
lost...so lost...very lost...
gimme sum directions can?
very simple...just tell me wad to do..or point me to the road..
let the first vehicle take me down.
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i see myself really changing..
n its scary..cos i seem out of control.
y does so many things havta crash into critical periods..
n why are there critical periods in the first place?
wad's happiness?
a materialistic life?
no wait! dun deny this str away.
ppl hu really pursue high life are seen as superficial.
tt's repeated over n over again by ur tchers. ur initial reaction is testament to this fact.
but are they really superficial? or whatever it is donned on these ppl..are they really tt bad?
this point aside.
ok. so being materialistic is bad.
so..who needs a high paying job?
we all SHOULD aim to be contented with sufficient income.
as for the excess, maybe we should give them to the needy.
for ppl plagued more r less by laziness as most ppl are, just get an easy job.
it doesnt require extremely high qualifications..y nt?
who imposes a decree that one MUST do charity? no surplus, no excess, nevermind.
then back to the qn.
WHY SHOULD WE WORK SO HARD AND PULL OUR HAIRS OVER EXAMS???
EXAMS THAT OPEN OUR DOORS TO HIGH PAYING JOBS...WHO NEEDS THEM???
to hell with everything.
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there are many ans to my qns. n i noe them.
after 12 yrs ++ of mindset surgery and knowledge injection
its not hard to see the pencil marks behind the thick, hardened correction fluid on which words are phrased in millions of permutations to speak one kind of 'doctrine'.
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cynicism aside...its really stressing..the patient has to wake up in the operating room at times with the red light on.
posted @ 5:45 pm
