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Saturday, September 30, 2006

it's all coming to an end.
after this yr..everything's changing.

learn to live without
learn to make new friends
grab opportunities (or rather, wrest)
become a machine probably

dunno where this is ultimately going..
hmm..actually i know.
but what i pictured to be sacred and impt, who would think that i'll leave it outside?
there will probably be a phase in life..when results are passe, and the next stage of life begins.
i'll just watch and give my blessings.
escapism? i'd probably decide to tag it on my life.

i wish to find sumplace, sumwhere, where i feel relevant.
i wish to strengthen my bond with my relatives.
if i was financially able and independent, i'll take care of my grandma. (she's still working)
whenever i see her..
there're so many things unspoken but felt deeply.
if possible..and if lady luck kicked me hard in the butt, get me a scholarship.
i know the path i'll take, and i know its long and costly..i want to be responsible for my own education as soon as i can.

life's calling


posted @ 9:03 am