Our Path Of Love

Sunday, October 29, 2006

dunno what's happening now. haha..

for the first time im getting 'excited' over the coming written tests on mon.
Bed, study, bed, study.

cant sleep at all. a side of me tells me to rest. i dun feel tired, but i din slp the whole day. the other side of me tells me to mug. i hv tmr (1 mre day) but im alr rushing for tym. ok. i shall mug.

The time is 5.29am now.

posted @ 5:33 am

Friday, October 20, 2006

me? u asking me?

haha..i can make a fool of myself.

how funny man can be.
an average man does foolish things
an above average man looks at an average man and warns himself from doing anything foolish
....while God laughs His ass off above.

i wun regret if u rly meant me.
1. Im over it.
2. Im a 100% sure u meant him.

wads the point.

A boy strode by.
Under the azure blue sky, a breeze tickled the sides of a fallen leaf, ruffled the feathers of a chirping magpie, while the Sun stretched its arm around the lush green, embracing the land.
The boy strode by.
Slow. Slower than usual.
Thoughts made for an erratic course in his brain. Questions slammed hard upon the back of his head. He slapped his temples, nothing came out. He squeezed his skull with the power of his fingers. In vain, sad to say.
He cried.
The boy strode by.

posted @ 10:10 pm

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

graduate le.

haha..its been a few days. feel kinda changed these few weeks. light, carefree..ask me wad im feeling now? sok sok. wadeva. preparing for O's eh? perhaps. found this story pretty interesting.
[Direct English Translation]
There was once a pretty rich man (i guess), heard news of a longevity herb somewhere deep in the mountains. Ok..(he could have got a guide) he went up alone. Pretty unfortunate, as most really short stories go, he fell down a cliff, and grabbed whatever he could to save his life. Ah hah! He got hold of a branch..? ya.. sumthing along that line. He looked up and saw BUDDHA. "Save me! Please save me! Dear BUDDHA!" he cried. BUDDHA said, "Alright, but i have one condition." He said "No problem. Any condition. Just name it and... SAVE ME!!!" BUDDHA replied. "Alright, let go of your hands." Well, he refused, so sure that he will fall to his death in doing so. So he clutched tighter. And BUDDHA, sigh, left.

Well the entire passage was about letting go of what's, perhaps, unimportant. Depart from the material life, and take things as they come. Afterwhich, let go. Getting too stressed isnt good.
I Agree.

hmmm...tmr.
9 - 11 : badminton
11 - 12: ..good question
12- 13: lunch
13 - 24: ..good question

tt's tmr's plan. detailed..no la. large coverage i'd say.

this month: Prepare for O's and O's
next month: Prepare for O's and O's
next next month: zhuo bo.
next next next month: meet new friends in new JC. zhuo bo TGT.
next next next next month: meet new friends in new JC. get results. zhuo bo TGT wif others.

tt's the next 5 month's plan.

next yr: JC
next next yr: JC + A's
next next next yr: ARMY!!! wooHoO~!
next next next next yr: ARMY!!! wooHoO~!
next next next next next yr: zhuo bo.

tt's the plan for the next 5 yrs.

I've got my life planned.

posted @ 6:59 pm

Sunday, October 15, 2006

ok..gave them all to her le. 1 more present to give away, for Mr. Chen.

hmm.. sorry, gave u another question which u couldn't answer. to be honest that wasnt a question. i simply wanted to tell u these. i told myself i should tell u these before we graduated, but was thinking how unimportant these gifts will be if i was the one who gave them to u. so... i was thinking of getting mei to pass to u.. so maybe u'll wish for sthg which u really want. but..mei still gave me away. anyway..its good that i could give them to u...and from there tell u everything i felt. haha...i read ur blog. u're different from me, perhaps, but in my case, i told myself umpteen times to forget too, and haven't really been able to till now. so..we shall see la.

one last confession. i really dun wish to see u in JC. haha..not that i hate u..just looking forward to life without u. then again, nvm me.

whatever the case, perhaps i'll find sumone before i can fulfil my promise to myself. theme of promises. lolz.

tmr's graduation.
report book aside (and i dun really care)
guess i'll miss rvsj sec 4'06. haha...
hmm...wingchi, qin yue, charisse, angela, ivy, cat, apt, those who trusted me, those who doubted me, are all those who furnished my sj life.
not getting anywhere too cheesy. thanks to people who didn't cooperate, to people who did, to people who stood by my stand, to people who found it too troublesome, and to people who found me too imposing.
hmm..
before i go, i'll sae it here.
Yes i liked her before..i mean angela. but she's the one i respect the most.
really capable and sensitive, usually the one who probed into those depressing times, than those who simply said "depression again"..like im a depression kid.
didn't really need tt.

that's all. from mei, TTFN

posted @ 6:26 pm

Thursday, October 12, 2006

hmm...tmr is the last day before we graduate.
wow...tt's really fast..
haha...bet i'll miss RV. all the while i was thinking how incredible it was..if i din choose to come here, all these wouldnt hv happened..and i wouldnt hv learnt so much...
i'll miss 4E too...we're the best class man.
Highest Percentage of Chio Bu's thruout level.
Only 10 guys to share the 24 gals we hv.
Never fail to produce our Top Scorer for Lit thruout level.
SUPER ENTHU + capable + cute gals, running the show (with the help from guys of course)
haha...always found myself so lucky to fall into the right community.

Now. 1 by 1 evaluation.
(Index Order)
1. Cheryl
Ur occasional 'blurness' is kinda cute, rly. all the best in getting a place in HwaChong!!!
2. Charlotte
Ultimate Chiobu in class? Perhaps.
3. Sophia
haha...i must sae she's rly cute by nature and a lil gullible, with a pretty meek and 'unstable' voice.
4. Sokh
CHAIRPERSON. dun play play. my dear mei. pretty strong character. i admire u. *salute
5. Huiyi
haha...dunno how to describe...pretty..perhaps. talkative..yes. funny..definitely.
6. Yiqi
haha...darn hardworking gal. nicknamed Elephant. haha..but she's a hundredth of the one in the zoo.
7. Charisse
Poise, Matured, English-Oriented, Pious, Pretty, Capable. wahh...
8. Cuilin
ahya. troublesome girl. a good fren.
9. Seokh
hmm..ok..pretty cute..like the rest..strong character, complex thinking, devoted to a guy (she's single)
10. Jayne
clever but sumtyms snobbish girl. stay clever. Looks pretty decent.
11. Melissa Loo.
haha...this one gt a lot to sae. she's pretty..yes.. but i still think wads most striking is tt she's very capable. possess the makings of a leader capable of meeting deadlines. her results...hmm... hmm.. "SOARED" shld be the word. yea. SOARED. a mixture of 'cute' & 'pretty' ba. has a loyal suitor..
12. Wai Leng
haha...introverted girl..but her drawings are super duper nice. she adds serenity to our over-enthu class.
13. Sixuan
ROCKS! so many things abt her...but i can only summarise with 1 word. ROCKS. haha...but still...i've been wanting to tell her this last yr when i was class leader. KEEP IN CONTROL!
14. Sufen
haha...Poised, Chinese-Oriented, Feminine, and no offence.. (A LITTLE auntie)
15. Yee Yer
Always hang out with Sufen...no offence again, (like another auntie AT TIMES). this girl is also Chinese-oriented, and Chinese characters shoot out of her mouth, literally.
16. YuJia
hmm...VERY extroverted, has ABSOLUTELY no qualms in speaking, responsible. haha...
17. Rebecca
Dick.
18. Jiaxin
Gentle. Feminine. Blur. Really Blur. Looks Blur. Decent-looking.
19. Joan
Art freak. haha..her expressions are kinda funny sumtyms...tt's y she's in six's clique..perhaps.
20. MeiYan
haha..erm..dunno much abt her. soft spoken. hangs out with jiaxin.
21. Florence
Also V.Chio. Always in a lovey-dovey kind of world.
22. Joyce
Her English is darn pro can... cheem...But she's the fun-loving kind.
23. Anna
Another Chio Bu. haha..
24. Mellissa.yeo
Looks Good. the wild party of four. anna, joyce, melissa, charlotte

25. Qi En
haha...ok...notorious in sch. but really. he taught me this: Have a life. quite a flirt..most would agree.
26. Kang
AIYA. NO NEED TO SAE LA.
27. Wei Sheng
haha...hotty, as named by sixuan. small built, great body. athlete
28. YanHao
hmm...refer to 21.
29. Woei Jye (pronounced as Wei Jie)
dunno wad to sae..haha.. kinda weird at times.
30. Yan Neng
Hmm.. female-oriented. hmm..c c
31. Benedict aka Ben
haha...JIAWEI!!!
32. me
AH BASTARD!~
33. Yik Seng
ok..this guy..must say he is unique. well-tuned in several branches of philosophy.. sounds like a radical sometimes.. but his english also very sophisticated. walking dictionary.
34. Tueston
Hottest Guy in 4E. nt i say one. the girls sae one.

posted @ 7:15 pm

Saturday, October 07, 2006

its kinda ironic.
in you

i see myself.

as i observe my image

i reach out my hand

to save

the me

in the mirror.

but i can't.

like u, like my image,

i dunno what's next.

we both fall into a bottomless valley

i cut myself while falling thru a vine.

i see u cut urself while falling thru that vine.

i can't nurse your wound
not until we both reach the bottom of this valley

or till the day, i grab my vine and climb my way out, and u grab urs.

and we part.

posted @ 6:43 pm

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Haha...just received my guitar.
APL with a guitar..haha..nv thought 1 day i could really learn sum musical instrument.

to Charisse: hey, i don't play pots n pans anymre.

hai..loads of homework. n all kinda stuff..like helping tt Gracia.. today i practically started afresh on all the topics. Din finish all. she shag le. haha...hope she passes her maths.

if i could wish, wad would i wish for?
Evryone in the world to feel loved.

What bout' u?

Haha..hw long can i persevere? 2 yrs maybe. lemme finish my JC with full effort.
Be a man. Be happy.

posted @ 1:31 am

Sunday, October 01, 2006

my heart is kinda thumping very fast, but i dun feel anxious at all.
perhaps im long used to her new type of prescence in my life.
she smsed me.

lemme guess...tt was around the time my eye twitched? nv check the phone. nah. my eye twitched around 3 hrs later. wadeva the case.

tell me sthg new. shall we play a game? no one is supposed to use 'thanks' or 'sorry' or any words alike. Are u game?

posted @ 11:21 pm

tomorrow.

enjoy. i will be anticipating the night with u.

posted @ 6:24 pm