Saturday, December 23, 2006
23121A
Pray hard for STP.
Lols, was just looking at the coupled pendulum n thinking. I remember its something to do with transfer of energy, but there seems to be nothing showing that, just that the pendulums are taking turns to oscillate. But now i know, i guess.
Its a combination of both the concepts of energy transfer and resonance. Not so much of vibrations of air particles in between, cos the phenomenon took place just the same with a paper in between them. I have a short line strung between the 2 pendulums btw. When one swings, the energy in the system is used against air-resistance and also to tug at the short line. This tugging will cause the other pendulum to begin its oscillation gradually. (transfer of energy is quite easily understood) One thing to note is that the action of tugging follows a certain frequency, and so the other pendulum also oscillates at the same frequency. Since the frequency of the force (tugging) coincides with the frequency of the other pendulum, its amplitude doubles and slowly begins to oscillate to the same/similar extent as the first one. Since energy has to be applied to carry out the tugging, the first pendulum ceases its oscillation simultaneously. The process repeats.
Just wrote my conclusions here.
posted @ 11:48 pm
Monday, December 18, 2006
wth..at the crossroads now.
this could be my ONLY chance to take bio for my dream to happen. But at the same time.. how can i study for this stuff when i am preparing for hc-stp?! If i take up both i still need to sleep leh. Selection tests here and there...never for once did academics stand in front of me and challenge me to a duel.
At a loss. really.
posted @ 5:56 pm
Sunday, December 17, 2006
shagged
..camp just ended. pretty rewarding, and met a lot of new stuff.
1. Dan dan's case. a little frightening, especially when the spine is concerned/ breathing is difficult/ no one else except u and a few officers are around. in the wee hours of darkness we fought to keep her alive, tt's wad i would say. how serious it is i really don't know, but the process of my 'treatment' was 90% reassurance. nothing i could do. initially the pulse rate was a little normal. not too strong/weak, rate is slightly fast. after less than a while it became significantly quicker. wells..after a long talk, where part of it literally flowed out of me without prior preparation, and with all the officers there, she calmed down. n i was told to slp. a lil traumatized, i din say anything but comply immediately.
2. SHOOTING STARS! saw a few shooting stars for the first time. very small, very thin trail, very difficult to spot. this was when we walked thru the 'dark' canal during the hike. the place was dark enough for most stars to mesmerize. sadly perhaps cos of the rain, the sky was a shade of red, so the stars din appear up to expectation. shooting stars happened quite often i guess. the only way to see one is for it to fall across where you are looking at. otherwise, it will be too late by the time u see one at the corner of ur eye and then turn towards it. but for the same reason, that's where it's captivating.
3. DOC platoon. din expect much from them initially, cos they are all girls, and their platoon happen to be the smallest in size among the 4. lols...after the camp, see them improve from a group of blur blur cadets unable of carrying responsibility to the present-day doc platoon, able to share work and get things done. Sometimes i cant help but admit, they are one of the better platoons le. physically they're weak, evident from the hike, but apart from that, most of them are able to cooperate and work in a matured manner. (why i pointed out 'matured' shld be self-explanatory.) in the very least, they never disappointed me.
ok. 2 surprises when i reach home. new phone, the one i desired, and a new badminton racket, of a design which im very fine with. well...receiving presents of cos good lah..but these dun come cheap..=(
posted @ 8:46 pm
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
...saw myself. heh. went to buy bed. its like so ex. i tried u noe, i tried to turn it down. my dad simply goes along, saying just buy. i dun sleep on it often. well.. later on, saw xiaohui i think. working at banquet. lols..somehw this feeling overwhelmed me..tt i rly gotta learn thrift. somehow..
lols. fancy me learning thrift at 16. i'm gonna find a job asap.
posted @ 11:55 pm
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Taking some time off mugging time. Hah...wad is this... mugging hard, and playing hard. Perhaps its the only chance to redeem myself, who has been slacking for so long ever since prelims. Hell...physics is really lots of formulaes. Now im praying hard that Suria or any physics teacher can help me. L sq. M sadly wun be in school anymore. haha...god bless i can finish studying all these on time. but i noe, i cant. sian....
ride my truck? im chucking it aside now, gotta run with an STP key chain now. i dun see anyone in front, but im just jogging too... just glad that i have a choice to chuck the truck aside for good.
posted @ 11:27 pm
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Breathe in. Blow into this blog. 1 ventilation, save it from boredom.
hven blogged here for quite long. haha...hols, enjoying to some small extent. Finished my stp application after delaying for so long. so many things happened these few days/weeks/wadsoever. i see a change in myself. not a big one. but a change for the better perhaps. and also...a lot of other stuff which i dun wish to disclose. but, one's mind tend to stray when it's free to roam, like sending a dog to the streets and it'd probably bring back junk. so, nothing significant/worth talking about.
people move on, the world revolves. i find myself suddenly moving on. perhaps when one's down he walks backwards. haha. the whole world tells me to change my hair style. woo.
something innate perhaps, something unchangeable, something inborn, ingrained in me. my blog entries cant be as bubbly as yours. U do a curtsy when the lime light falls on u while i sneak away. U hold on to attention while i rub everything off and get things over and done with. How sadly, we're different eh? Then how did everything start? How did everything end? Who changed? Who turned his/her back first on the other? Me? u? Im crazy for answers, and view things in mathematical language. U like this, i try to get it for u/do it for u. but i still dunno wad u wan. and what i din wan, i did. haha. Perhaps the earliest horror film scriptwriters were like me, and decided that spirits wander in search of answers to their life, and then reincarnate. lols. i tink im edging on with every step now. Dun just turn away from me k. Im pulling a truck! one day i will break free from this load and sprint like the wind. that would be the day i find an answer to everything that i can accept, or when the question has been lingering for far too long that it disappears by default.
Till then, what will i have become?
If change is the only constant, then change is my only fear. I cant find myself if i stray too far. i cant bring myself to love another. not until i hv fulfilled this promise that no one bothers to look at. Not u, at least. no girl will wait as long for me. so its between having a partner in later life, and keeping my promise. One day i will laugh at myself, but i will remember this day, when i struggled between two options. i hven got an answer.
steel coated;
posted @ 1:15 am
