Lol. There's been some time since i blogged. Found that it doesnt really mean anything to blog anything. Kinda busy.
Today's training was way bad. Capsized a few times even when on a K2. Meant to be pretty stable la. Wasted heng yang's training, and the entire training day. My directions and stability still need to improve way lot. As punishment, we did 100 pushups ourselves, to be continued tmr.
Lol.
posted @ 9:44 pm
Sunday, January 14, 2007
..sigh. its been a pretty hectic week.
Orientation ended beautifully. The dance party was really high. Gave it all up. Lol. Made some new friends, and pretty close at that. within 1 week, me n conan n calvin getting rly quite close. haha...rvians when pushed to a corner havta unite. hahaha... wendy's our class chio bu, boss is kinda funny, lady boss also. They have similar characters, look alike, around same height. Who's more compatible? lol
Joining NJCanoeing Team. woo..i was also thinking of learning western dance outside while i still hv some time. sumtimes im rly afraid i cant cope. and our new FAC (The Bandage Brigade is rly my fav name), studies...hai.. god bless i can toggle them nicely.
No fast food, no oily food, must complete all tutorials, cannt sleep in lectures and tutorials..lol. rules rules n more rules. Eating less n less each day...
posted @ 1:38 am
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Just read something... which i cant describe as "heartwarming", for this word falls far from justifying this entry, or much less what i felt. It's the greatest honours a senior can receive, a recognition which surpasses all trophies without a gleem of lustre, a satisfaction which escapes imagination altogether, so much so a person loaded with nothingness would bow in humility and feel undeserving. A term is coined for this, and that's "Respect".
While im perhaps 19mins too late as of this second, this word with a capital R, is my new year gift to all my seniors. I owe you this.
posted @ 12:05 am
Monday, January 01, 2007
Happy New Year to all!!!
This year's been pretty..eventful.. i must say, mostly bad things that shaped me up the way i am now, that made me..perhaps a little bit more reticent. Heartbreak, failure, self-consciousness, actions that conflicted my will, all stirred into the year like an olla podrida. 16 wasn't sweet, but..more of..an emotional..puberty final stage dash or something like that. Just looking back..i grew and learned more of my textbooks, others and myself, just like any other years, but this year i think i went through some parts of the mill. I saw what possibilities lay in front, stuff ten times worse than excrement of yesteryear, and learned that good things happened in heaven, which i cant reach. I'm a pampered child. I solve things the American way, which is the brainless way for goodness sake.
Anyway..perhaps i'll be going to Africa during the June hols next year. It's always good to start small, and so i shall render my service in an orphanage. Not everything needs to be disclosed. My new year resolution isn't anything much, just to adapt with the new self i discover. Three facts to internalize: I'm no saint. I'm liable to failure. I'm just like everyone else.
Perhaps if i touch each and every heart i can, and go a thousand miles to reach each and every soul, i find a new perspective. But i know, some part of me just won't be satisfied.
